England winger Ben Cohen admitted he was “massively
irresponsible” to move to France with young twins in tow,
and said he was now delighted to be back “home”.
The
World Cup winner moved back to England in the summer after
two seasons with Brive, although he returned to France at
the weekend when his new team Sale Sharks were
handed a rugby lesson by Stade
Toulousain.
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“The last two years
have been massively tough for me,” he said. “I was probably
a bit irresponsible going to France with my twins three
months old. It was a strain on the family and me. I went to
a fantastic club mind you – in Brive – but I think I was
massively irresponsible going to France, and I think that
affected my game.
“In fact, no, it did
affect my game because I knew the pressures I was putting on
my wife and kids. So I’ve come back home and I’m wanting to
put it right,” said the 31-year-old.
The move to Manchester
may have decreased his sunlight quota – “I’ve never seen a
place fucking rain so much,” he said – but it seems to have
increased his inner equilibrium.
“I feel a hell of a lot
more settled. The girls have come on massively and a happy,
happy family life plays a major role on how a player plays
on a Saturday. Because if he’s relaxed off the pitch then
rugby will happen on the pitch. I’ve got to say that my
family has been fantastic and the little girls are growing
up quick,” he added.
Cohen’s time in France
at least prepared him for what lay in store for his new
team-mates when they travelled to Toulouse for Saturday’s
game, and he said he was happy with how they coped despite
fielding an inexperienced side.
“I thought Toulouse
were clinical - very clinical at some points – but we forced
them into errors and kept the score down. I think we could
have prevented a couple of tries but overall players gave
100% and you can’t ask for more than that.”
Cohen even managed a last-minute try, halving his try total
for the past two seasons combined.
“In two seasons I
scored two tries. Two tries in two years.” he reflected.
“Second-highest try-scorer in English rugby and I haven’t
scored more than one try a season. That’s horrendous. I’m
probably one of the most frustrated players out there in
world rugby at the moment,” added Cohen.
“I was under the posts
and thinking ‘this can’t be real, I must be dreaming’. It
was a fantastic play by Sean Cox and a lovely pass, and I
managed to get around whoever I got around and managed to
score. It’s just a nice feeling to score and you’ve got to
be there and you’ve got to dot them over, so I just need to
get that feeling back,” he said.
The hulking winger
believes the injury-enforced loss of Charlie Hodgson has
been a major factor behind Sale’s more restricted game plan
so far this season, but hope the return of the sometime
England fly-half will spark a change in both dynamics and
fortunes. “Having him at the helm steadies the ship,” he
added.
Cohen admitted that
Sunday’s 36-17 defeat had been a “damage limitation”
exercise, but hope that the younger players who sampled the
30,000 strong crowd (and the star-studded opposition) will
have benefited from the experience.
The try enabled him to
leave with held high, but it clearly didn’t spark fond
memories on being back in Top 14. When asked if he missed
anything about France he emphatically replied: “No.”